TEARS OF HOPE

As the tear drops slowly begin to fall

And my heart begins to cry

I look again at your picture

And have to ask the question,

Why did you have to go away

And leave me here all alone....

Why did you not find the words

To tell me you would not be coming home

I sit here in silent memory

Recalling all the things that were said

Of how we would always love one another

And look forward to the good times,to be shared

I know now that it is not possible for a long time now

And we will not for long share that time, side by side

But still the dreams, wishes and memories

Are there in the tears I have cried

As each day slowly comes to an end

And the sun sinks lower in the sky

The rays of the dimming sun

Seem to dry the tears that I cry

I can now look up to the sky above

And see all the rays that are shining there

For with the dimming of the suns bright lights

I see the beauty that is waiting to be shared

Shared with that special someone

Whom I know will one day come along

And build with me special memories

Put the words to a very special song

The song will be of friends and lovers

Who share a life built from so many good things

Like love, trust, faith and gentleness

A tune that’s carried on loves gossamer wings

Time will now still these silent tears

And the sadness will fade away

To be replaced by hope for your arrival,

For love, faith and friendship

Born from cleansing of these tears, that I cried today.....

DREAMING A FAIRYTALE

Dreamland awaits you,

Close your eyes.

Imagine you and I,

Close as breath.

Skin upon skin,

Lips touching.

For you taste of Raspberries,

sweetly irresistible.

The fragrance of you,

Takes my breath away.

I am burning inside,

A torch of fire.

Burning fuel of passion,

For you are my desire,

My heart beats with every breath,

You are my destiny.

Your eyes evade me,

deep, dark, mysterious.

I am your slave,

Your love has captured me.

Grab my body,

Pull me close.

Show me your love,

In ways I could only dream.

Wake me I must be dreaming,

This is a fairytale.

ONLY DARKNESS VISIBLE..

A lump in my throat,


my voice becomes weak,


I stand on the brim,


of the surface of this earth,


ready to fall and lose myself.

The world darkens around me,


this life seems


a play of light,


where there was colour,


only darkness visible.





What eternal doom,


knocks on my life's door??


there seems no answer.


The spectrum is gone....


Only DARKNESS VISIBLE........!!!!

THE HOPE FOR HOPE

I stand near the ocean

with my hands stretched out

to Thee in Eternal Hope

Breathing the breath

of my being,

pondering on the

meaninglessness of life.



Truth an Illusion....

in its place

treachery and decception..

Its quest-

The FINAL SOLUTION....



Thou smilest and

I can feel

the sun's rays

penetrate my skin.



"If winter has come,

how can spring be far behind?",

Thou sayest.



Thou hast

rendered me endless,

such is Thy pleasure....



This frail vessel,

Thou emptiest

again and again and

fillest it ever again

with fresh life.



Ages pass and

still thou pourest and

still there is room

to fill........

THE DESERT SANDS

Particles of dust,

penetrate my skin,

as I wish for you to do,

the same to me.

Rub against my tender flesh and

make me melt in your heat.

Magnified a hundred folds,

under the sun..

The temperature rises and

YOU burn ME..

My skin tingles and

breaks into goose flesh..

SENSATIONS triggered by

YOUR HOT TOUCHES....

ITS DARK NOW..

and the raven curls

of the night beckon,

to unravel my mystic folds

and reveal myself..

Dark in Your DESIRE

for Me on the SANDS....

NOTHING CAN DESCRIBE MY FEELINGS FOR YOU..

Nothing can describe,

the way I feel for you.

Your love is warm and precious,

Your heart so pure and true.

Heavens angels brought me,

To knock upon your door.

To give you all my love,

To keep you wanting more.

The special bond we share,

will guide us on our way.
To a perfect life,
where dreams come true.

What more can I really say....
We were brought together,
never will we part.
Your my special gift,
Your my shining star.

I'll love you unconditionally,
With all my heart and soul.
I'll never break your spirit,
I'll always keep you whole.

LONELINESS

You walked up to me
Looked me in the eye
I knew you were going
far away from me..
If only bodily....

My palms got sweaty,
My heart skipped a beat,
At that moment I knew
the feeling of defeat.
What could I do?
What could I say?
To make you stay????

I could not bear to let you go
but I had to..
far away from me..
for your sake and mine....
We needed each other,
but we had to part....
Oh!!why did you have to go
so far away from me????

Moments pass like ages
You are not merely a memory
But THE ONE I will never forget
I'm breathing in the breath
of my being with you
every single second....

Music in my head,
like a slow melody,
haunting me..
I miss being with you
in your arms
I am trapped in a feeling
of sheer loneliness.
Dug myself into a hole..
YOUR HEART beating
inside MY BODY,
while you have taken
My SOUL....

A SWEET ENTRAPMENT FOR LIFE

My love, I have tried with all my being

to grasp a form,

comparable to thine own,

but nothing seems worthy..

I know now why Shakespeare could not

compare his love to a summer’s day.

It would be a crime to denounce the beauty

of such a creature as thee,

to simply cast away the precision

God had placed in forging you.

Each facet of your being-

whether it is physical or spiritual

is an ensnarement

from which there is no release.

But I do not wish release.

I wish to stay entrapped forever.

With you for all eternity.

Our hearts, always as one....