Choppy Sea....

I rode the waves furiously up a choppy sea,
Amidst the dark skies and the torrents rough.
Never knew I would crash, burn and want to flee,
When I viewed myself a Victor through Life's Crest and Trough.

One day I shall return to converse with the sea,
When it is crashing the answers into my ears.
I would ponder over the yesterday's these days will then be,
I will probably learn to live with my fears.

Battles, Victories, Losses and the in betweens make me ponder,
Over the means more than outcomes which set my bar.
It's million facets fascinate, astonish, sadden and make me wonder,
Of what a dynamically fluid stage life has been thus far.

Courting Full Stop.

No! I'm not Suicidal..But Fascinated by the Forbidden Fruit which I will bite someday..Naturally..Just not today....

Sultry Gaze and Entrancing Whispers,
Calling out My Name from not too far.
I know who it is and her name gives me no jitters,
'Cause death is my Seductress and my Shooting Star.

A queer choice of mine they say - Elusive and Dark,
Unholy, Cowardly, Lowly and Saddening.
I like a life for me to be way too stark,
And for Death to be loving me in ways beyond maddening.

Why not court Life instead they ask, almost too appalled,
Don't I get charmed by its enormous fancies to skip and hop.
Truly not a lot to look forward to since I've seen it all,
Death is Catharsis - Different, Final, The End and The Full Stop.

In My Eyes

In My Eyes..

Living on the precipice of what..I may never say nor know,
Looking out..out in the beautiful glorious wonders of nature.
I want to see but see my eyes on the outside -
Looking in..sensing my being..curious..

Calm down, says my brain as those are only your eyes,
What is to worry for you are a closed book.
Never opening it all up..keeping your guard up,
What will they see and what will you lose?

I see my eyes intently scrutinizing Me,
They look intrigued, yet distant — almost detached.
I wonder if they saw something i didn't ever see,
I hear their scream of silence bordering on boredom.

Then I hear them Run till the sounds fade away!

The Person in You..

The Person in YOU..
This is for YOU - Special One, who entered my life when all else was there and yet not....

Warmth emanates out of somewhere,
Someplace that had once bloomed and then went bleak.
It may be difficult for me to take this dare,
But, that place throbs again in excitement, it so longed to seek.

I try to make some sense of the matter,
All sparks ensue at the mere sight of you.
Try to engage myself in your friendly banter,
To maintain my composure every day becomes more difficult to do.

I see a childlike naivete on an Alpha Male,
His eyes mirthful pools, attached, detached and unfathomable.
His persona that of an anti - hero from a favourite tale,
I find the combination Disastrously Delectable.

Is it his body or his spirit I more long to meet,
I ask myself over and find myself laughing.
No one else has ever made me so skip a beat,
It's You - the Person you are in Entirety that makes this so Fulfilling!

Is this Another Birthday?

(FOR BOGART'S 25th BIRTHDAY)

What would you be doing today?
Will you be the light of our eyes?
Will you emote fascinatingly in your animated gestures?
Or will you bring me cheer the way you do?

Will you be frolicking around like a little one?
Or would you be the woman I know for her will?
Will you be pondering and lost in thoughts of beyond?
Or galloping on a horse to conquer the world?

Does your birthday have a protocol?
Must age bring with itself the burden of responsibilities?
Or would you be strong to keep the balancing act?
Knowing You, Do I Even Have a Doubt?

That Much More!

Never been held in arms so warm and strong,
When I was unsure of myself and things around me..
Made me feel at home and feel no wrong,
In places I had never felt right before..

Wanting you as much in life had never been the problem,
It's the thirst for u so unquenchable, it parches my soul ..
Waiting had never been the issue for I was surer than the word..
Only every moment near or away makes me love you that much more....

Yours..With Love.....

I meet u once in a blue moon, awake and aware,
With stars in my eyes and expectations to boot.
I wonder if you see me when I see you there,
I feel like taking you to paradise with all the time we can loot.

I stare into your eyes and feel a flutter down my world,
The ecstasy of meeting goes beyond all words.
I drink in your presence and feel my spirit swirled,
And feel the strength of a love that can surmount all blizzards.

I then look into your eyes gone red and those lines of worry on your head,
The burden of anger and frustrating thoughts that can feed on love and thrive.
I would rather see you Smile and Laugh in abandon instead,
Erase those battles within with love and help us survive.

I worry not I shall say and stay, if only you have the patience to keep calm,
I can be your damsel in distress or your knight in a shining dress if push comes to shove.
Wipe away that belligerent anger and every random qualm.
To show you that I am yours and there is no one I would rather Love.