"IN ONE DAY,THOUSANDS OF IDEAS ARE COURSED THROUGH THE BRAIN,THOUSANDS OF EMOTIONS HAVE MET,COLLIDED AND DISAPPEARED IN AN ASTONISHING DISORDER".THIS AMAZINGLY CAPRICIOUS CHAOS OF THOUGHTS IS CAPTURED AND PRESENTED HERE TO BE IMMORTAL IN TIME!!!!
The sheer futility of existence, A meaningless life, No one who cares, No one to care for.
A loveless monotony, Devoid of genuine affection, No friends, no family, no love, No one to understand the depth.
A life that faces scorn and bitterness, A life scalded by insults and sarcasm, A life humiliated for difference and non conformity, A life that is beautiful and yet not enough.
So much pain and sadness, So carefully masked and concealed, A life that is sought after and yet, A life no one can see through.
A smile that hides a wealth of tears, Some shed, some guarded by esteem, Casual banter and meaningless talk, Veiling the intensity of the hurt.
Contemplating suicide is tempting enough, Luring into a faceless trap, A promise to set you free, An introduction to finality.
Yet suicide is not really an option, Not when a part of you, Dies everyday, hour and second, Not when you celebrate that death.
A numbness within, A cold cruelty, Wishing myself to die, And feel death consuming me gradually....