CHAOS..

I see someone sulking,
lost in the chaos of mind.
"Why me?
What makes rewards a distant dream?
Will I never get what i deserve?
Am i really worthy of so much?
Or are people really worth more?"
I know not..
I'm yet to learn..

Some could be gone,
to chase their dreams,
up on the moon,
as the stars shine down..
I belong there,
I would be here..
I didn't expect it,
Yet, I am..

And then it comes to,
unexpected fruits of labour,
more toil, more sweat,
yet, i get,
a spoonful of gray,
I don't deserve it..
I wanted the moon..

I knew I could get there,
That's why I'm here,
Or would I not e happy,
to remain sheltered in my cocoon??
I deserve more,
I will get it..
More chaos..
More sulking....